Posted by FERALS last outline. on November 11, 2002 at 02:32:50:
Well folks here it is my final outline on the subject that has disturbed me for the past 22 years.
Was I involved in a cult?
Did I learn anything?
Did it affect my direction in life?
I will finalize that issue after I make a few comments on: The Definition of Uniqueness.
Historically, most martial arts seek to be unique, to possess what other arts do not, thereby gaining a superiority in fighting technique. Since warriors from different tribes and nations ultimately met in combat, the evolution of new and superior techniques was extremely important.
Today, far too many martial arts claim to be unique for identical reasons. For example, it is common to hear martial artists speak of miraculous techniques, which they alone possess--when in fact, these skills are commonly found in other arts. (Unless you claim to be able to fly.) It should also be recognized that 'uniqueness,' in and of itself, does not necessarily imply superiority in combat or competition. For example, many Chinese animal styles are very unique. They are beautiful to watch and of historical importance in understanding the evolution of martial arts. However, few would recommend using Crane technique (one leg stances) against an opponent versed in modern fighting methods. Against an evenly matched opponent (size, weight, power, speed, mobility, technique) the results would likely be quite disappointing.
When someone claims to be doing something truly unique, they are usually mistaken. Their belief is often the result of a limited point of view, or a lack of AWARENESS of the existence of other practitioners. In many cases, they are merely reinventing the wheel. In science and art, new concepts are typically developed simultaneously by different individuals in different locations, often completely unaware of each other's existence. The credit usually goes to the person who is recognized first.
Being unique for the sake of being unique has very little value, except possibly as entertainment. However, 'uniqueness' as a principal part of the process of change is very important.
Which brings us back to my original post of Uniqueness and Change. Yin & Yang. My cup is now empty.
My answers for the three questions I had presented above goes like this.
Those who, relying upon themselves only,
not looking for assistance to anyone besides themselves,
it is they who will reach the topmost height.
-BUDDHIST SCRIPTURES (AD 100-400)
Do not go by what is handed down,
not by the authority of your traditional teachings.
When you know of yourselves,
'These teachings are good or not good,'
only then accept or reject them.
-BUDDHIST SCRIPTURES (AD 100-400)
There is no need to search, achievement leads to nowhere. It makes no difference at all, so just be happy now! Love is the only reality of the world, because it is all One, you see. And the only laws are paradox, humor, and change. There is no problem, never was, and never will be. Release your struggle, let go of your mind, throw away your concerns, and relax into the world. No need to resist life, just do your best. Open you eyes and see that you are far more than you imagine. You are the world, your are the universe, you are yourself and everyone else, too! It's all the marvelous Play of God. Wake up, regain your humor. Don't worry, you are already free!
-Dan Millman
It makes sense to me.
Now that I let part of my past go. No need to continue here or with martial arts for that matter. All I need now is dicipline in enjoying life.
I am sure I will continue my studies in martial arts but, I had come to realize it's not a necessity for awareness. The Praying Mantis style still intrigues me. That is for a later time. I will reflect on that experience when the time comes if this site still exists.
Best endeavors to all.
Practice with full intent you might just miss something.
Peace.