Posted by FERAL INSTINCT on June 07, 2002 at 01:34:05:
Children can be considered naive due to the lack of life experience. But, they have instinct unparalleled to most experienced adults. That is a given to those that have not been exposed to modern American education and other covert intentions from other existing systems of knowledge.
I myself, like all involved in this forum were children at one time. Through corruption of thought and life experience we are who we are today. This does not make us bad but very opinionated on our views.
My view of CMQ is very similiar to the Yin and Yang sign. I have views that are good and bad. But, this is my opinion created by my perception of the experience I had 20 years ago with the people of that time not now. ( Present )
I was capable of some incredible feats but was never allowed to know of my capabilities because of the structure of the system of knowledge I was involved in. ( Fool = Naive child. ) But, instinct warned me of the control issues that were being utilized at that particular time. Creating the scenario to expell my self as a student of such practices.
I know better now because of my disciplined perception through practice.
I see no reason to try and tarnish the CMQ style because like anything that passes through time changes to conform to modern experiences. So, when I speak of past experiences with CMQ, they should not in any way reflect on what is going on in the system today.
Some experiences: Being able to loft my self up to seven feet off the ground. I was told by instuctors that this was not my best endeavor and in actuality was of no significance to the training. To being able to rip tree bark down to the core of the tree with my fingertips. I was called a liar on this particular incident. ( I was able to do this because no one said,' You don't have the capacity for such a feat.')
I was damaged in a sense by this type of tutorage because of the lack of self empowerment needed for growth.
Times have changed and so have I. My Feral Instincts have been awakened once again through the belief of: 'Death is waiting over my shoulder and has become my ally in my growth of perception.' Which will alter my movements for the betterment of Mind Body and Spirit.
Have a good day sir.
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