Posted by Instructor Chris Flaming on January 23, 2003 at 14:01:23:
From what you are saying, it is clear that you have no spine whatsoever. It is so funny to see people make things up and then swear that it is the truth. Don't you guys know that life doesn't work that way? You can lie and lie but it doesn't make it the truth.
So here is a question for you: do you think you are going somewhere by posting garbage on the internet? Are you gaining anything valuable at all? I think the answer is clear, weak people are the ones who want to be seen as the strong ones. So in plain terms, no you are not getting any better, your 'cause' is not being helped, and your insecurity shines through when you post your trash.
I'll bet that it shows in your day to day routine how insecure you are too. Because you are the way you are, you go throughout your day blaming others for your misfortunes, crying that you are not appriciated, not really practicing anything because you are too lazy, and God forbid that you have children because you would be teaching them to be closed minded and to solve their problems through negative means instead of dealing with it.
All in all, to live by negativity is a punishment worse than death and I am glad I am not you. What's worse is that you think you are doing the right thing, talk about being confused! Living a life of total failure is truly hell on earth--what a waste of what you have been given.
You take something you have heard in the school and twist it around, that just shows any educated person that you are just grasping for anything to make your case. Yet being as weak as you are, it comes out sounding like a whine and a cry for attention.
Here's a thought, instead of calling some instructors names, why don't you step up to the plate and come in for a little 'sparring practice'. We would be happy to give you some pointers!
But that's the thing with you guys, all talk and no action. You would rather post your 'documents' on the internet then show your skills. That's becuase you have nothing to show. Lets see your development and lets see some demos or pictures of your skill. Oh but wait, you don't have anything to show except a bunch of forms if you even have that. And you know that all you can do is hide behind a computer screan. It's because you know that you cannot handle a face to face encounter with any higher belt that you make fun of on the internet.